Probable and improbable meanings of "sorry" (as intended by the speaker)

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"I recognize that you are blaming me or may blame me for what I did or didn't do. I want you to know that I am already blaming myself. Therefore, I hope that you will feel better toward me and be able to let go of some or all of your blame toward me, including not visiting any consequences or punishment against me."

"I recognize that you are blaming me or may blame me for what I did or didn't do. I want you to think that I am already blaming myself (even though I am not). Therefore, I hope that you will feel better toward me and be able to let go of some or all of your blame."

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