Imp-Boy here... 

I want to add more, but my head still hurts... will back later... I finally learned that life is hard, but I still need time to recover before I get back into the grind..​​

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For those who are too lazy to wait for me to get around to saying what I finally say...

~For those too lazy to be do it the boring way,

I tirelessly transcribed what was even hard for me to even understand,

as I said, it just goes to prove, life is fucking hard~

 

How Dad Finally Realized How Wrong He Was

(We are down on our knees together)

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Well, you may think you know who you are talking to. Uh, but going to be a little bit wrong because of well, I'm the Imp-Boy and I'm the authorized channeler of Dad. We'll talk about that. That's too much to get into, but we got to get right into the subject.

 

Dad was so wrong

I'm not sure what the subject is, but it's something I just realized that Dad's finally realized he's been trying any been sympathizing with y'all. He's trying to get you he's been trying to get you people to realize you know that that um that um you know uh you know that things are easy but and you keep telling him but you don't know how it is. You don't know how it is. And finally I get I haven't known how it is.

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Dad is so sorry

Oh My God! So, I'm so sorry for what Dad did or he's sorry for what he because he finally knows how it is because I tell you he had experience this past weekend. He knows how it is.

 

It took a bridge in Bangkok to wake Dad up

I'm going to tell you what when he found out he he was in Bangkok actually and you know what are those things called when you when you go under like a a sort of a bridge, you know, and it hits your head, you know? I mean, you know, I was just walking along and I was by assistant. I hit my head. Oh My God, it hurts. Oh my god. But Oh My God, you know.

 

Even though those low-hanging structures haven't learned yet to rise up when they see Dad coming, Dad knows he shouldn't give up on his life-long mission to train them

All my life I've been many times I've hit my heads you know when I say I'm just trying to train them when I'm coming just get out of the way raise up you know but no helmet I keep trying and trying and trying and trying and they still are not learning you know it's so hard I how long have I got to go on hitting my head and to try to train them that when I'm I mean, you know, it's just me. They don't have to raise up for anybody else. Just me, you know, it's enough.

 

Dad is just so tired of trying...(and he now understands why life is truly hard)

And they still don't raise up. And it's, you know, but I know I know I' I've been I haven't been sympathizing with you people who said it's hard and you don't know our culture or you don't know how it is here or you don't know my circumstance. Well, now I think I know. know it's like what are you going to do when you keep trying to you know things won't I mean you're trying to train them to be a certain way and they won't they won't get trained you know and you can't give up on them you know that's your job to to train them to move up and I mean I was just starting with me after me I was going to see if I can move up for other people

but you know I on something else I haven't been able to train.

 

But Dad is also frustrated with how he's been unable to train the doors to just open when they see him standing there

You know, there's things that these things called doors, you know, and and I've been trying to just go up to them and they don't open automatically. You know, they don't open automatically. I just can't I keep hitting them and then and then and then somebody's come maybe sometimes come along, they they go reach down, they I don't know what they do like turn a knob or something like it open. I said, "That's the wrong way to do it. You're doing the wrong way to do it. These doors should learn that they're supposed to open, you know, you're you're not you're just giving up when you're when you're using a knob, you know, the door should learn."

 

Dad asks that others not coddle the doors by using the knobs...that will just spoil them into not learning

You know, without without doing who would design a door that needed a knob. It's much I mean, it only makes sense to design a door that's just going to open for you when you come, right? Who would who would be such a fucking mess up person to I mean who designed stuff that you know God doesn't do that.

 

Dad gets distracted by thinking about what God really knew what he was doing or planned ahead when He decided to make things the way they are, maybe He should have not rushed in like he did and created everything so fast

God God knows how to design things. I think I think God knows how to design things. Well, you know from what I know God designs things I've been told just the way they are. You know, isn't that the way to design things? Just the way you are. You know, but it seems like people keep using the word like "should this way" or "should that way." They they don't think God I think maybe they got think God messed up that things should be different than the way you are.

 

Dad really is sorry but he seems to get distracted here (maybe to avoid thinking about his own fuckup and instead focusing on how God fucked up even more

You know, maybe God messed up. You know, I heard another story about God. I couldn't I really couldn't understand you because I heard He gave mankind free choice, you know. Oh my god, that seems such a bad idea, you know. It is so obvisous. Without free choice, men and women, or any other peoples wouldn't be able to do anything that they could get blamed for, especially by God. I mean, I thought He was wasn't he supposed to be a kind God, you know? But you look what He did. What the fuck, you know! Why would anyone in their right mind give mankind free choice? It's like giving a a baby atomic bomb. Nobody would be dump enough to give a baby atomic bomb. You know, we humans can't understand stuff. You think they're going to be handled free choice? No way. God can't even do a good job of that Himself. Why didn't He just make us so that we believe everything is just fine the way it is or turns out, because you know, God already designed things to be the way they are and that's the perfect way to be, right?

 

Now Dad is getting back to being sorry for and realizing his own mistake of misundestanding by previously thinking people like teachers didn't have to suffer because so obviously they do when their students keep insisting on being the way they are

And but people keep saying they should be this way or you know I even heard teachers said oh my god my students they oh why I try and try and try and teach them but they just they just they just they just won't but I want to learn the way they're supposed to and I try so hard and you know my god and but but it seems like students just the way that they are but but the teacher expects them to be different than the way they are and I don't know what would happen if the teacher just accept them the way they are. And maybe maybe she could say something where they learned and not go. Oh my god. I I don't think I understand anything. But I thought Oh my god. But now I understand. I've been I've been so I haven't been accepting with you guys.

 

Dad begs for forgiveness from all those, both friends and clients, because he made you feel even worse that you already validly felt by his insensitivity by implying he knew better than you did: he understands now how cruel he must have been by minimizing your suffering by telling you it didn't have to be that way

I've been trying, you know, I've been helping I made you feel bad, but I didn't understand how how I didn't really I didn't understand. I thought you were the one who didn't understand. I was the one to understand how hard it really is when you know you know that things won't things should be the way they are. You know what? Now I understand things should not be the way they are. I'm finding these these these things that keep moving in my head. I finally woke up. Oh My God. Will you forgive me? I love you guys so much. Will you forgive me? I really really messed up. Oh My God.